We were studying Romans in our house group a few weeks ago and if you’ve read it, it’s thick. Alan Thicke. The first 2 chapters are about God revealing and dealing with the corrupt nature of man. As you read it you start realizing that people are really f*cked. Even the religious folk…
“You can get by with almost anything if you front it with eloquent talk about God and his law. The line from Scripture, “It’s because of you Jews that the outsiders are down on God,” shows it’s an old problem that isn’t going to go away.” Romans 2:23-24 MES
We started talking about some of the most heinous things that man has done referring to Osama Bin Laden, Hitler, etc. And one guy asked, “Why doesn’t God just keep us from doing some of this stuff?” Meaning, if God were indeed a good father, wouldn’t he keep us from committing the most evil crimes? If you were going to stab some dude, wouldn’t your father find a way to stop you? I guess that’s still kind of a maybe.
We threw around a lot of ideas… including some very churchy ones too. But I think we realized that God doesn’t clean up all the messes so we’d really see ourselves for who we really are. I get this picture of a father that takes his son back to the corner of his room where he left that hot dog a few months back… rotting, molding, stinking up the place. And saying, “I want you to take a good look at that.”
Unfortunately it goes deeper than that. We’re capable of so much. A ridiculous amount of good… but a remarkable amount of bad too. And if I know myself, I’m gonna always want to downplay my bad side… assume that it’s not so foul. And if I begin seeing how bad it can be, I’m going to do whatever I can to keep it under wraps.
We need to understand just how messed up we really are. I don’t think we need to hide out in our homes and save the world from our colossal mistakes. But on the simplest level, when I realize that I’m thoroughly rotten to the core, I will find no other solution but Jesus. And it’s then that Jesus becomes good news. Really good news.
So how then do we live this out in community? That’s a hard one… but I suppose it’s important that we live transparently and that our forms help us to see our true selves – good and bad. And the truth is small community does what large gatherings can never do.
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