personal revival – honest questions – lakeland revival

I’ve recently had someone in our group ask about the Lakeland Revivals. Apparently they know friends who are traveling out to Florida in hopes of receiving an experience of the Holy Spirit. It was a good question at the right time for me. I’ve been praying for revival in San Jose since we’ve started and have recently met a guy who is leading the House of Prayer in SJ. And though God has moved in great ways, we have yet to see a “movement” – something only God could explain. A movement of repentance and revival among the people here breaking out with a fresh love for God and a transforming and revolution love for the world around us. Bits… but no breakout.

And so my friend’s question pushed me think about it again. What it means here in SJ and even more importantly what it means for me and us as individuals. I’ve had to ask again whether my own heart was dry and needed a reinvigoration of the Holy Spirit. I had to take another hard look at myself… and realize that my own heart was needing a fresh encounter of Jesus and this Gospel.

And I’m reminded again that revival [bringing life to where there is none] needs to happen in me first. This overflowing of life that Jesus brings needs to happen [and continue] in me… before it’s to spread to anyone else around me. And it quickly leads to a realization that I can’t do much to bring revival in myself and that it’s completely a work of Jesus that jolts me back into reality. The reality that I’m no better, that I’m just as prone to put up fronts, that I’m just as insecure as the next guy… and thus just as much in need of Jesus as the next guy too.